What's Happening?

Hello friends!
I was just going through some photos, about to post some Fashion photos, when I bumped into some pictures of me and my man friend.

I'm currently also listening to Warm Foothills, a song from my Cry It Out post, and I'm just really struggling over here. Because for some reason I miss Tyler more than ever. And I just saw him yesterday. And ugh.

Ugh, gosh darn it. The feels are real.


   Can I just say, I myself and very surprised and slightly confused about how fast all of this happened? Not the dating part, but the strong feelings. I've dated other people for longer periods of time but I've never felt so strongly about a person before. And I feel so strongly about him and it's only been just over a month. Like, people think I'm crazy for saying it, but I honestly love the guy.

   I just appreciate him hardcore. Like, he keeps up with my blog (which, most of this stuff probably wouldn't actually appeal to him, but he does it anyway because he's a supportive young soul). That means so incredibly much to me. He's seen me cry. He can cheer me up so easily. It's hard saying goodbye to him in the evenings (which my parents can't stand...sorry guys).

   On top of all this, his entire family is just awesome. I honestly love just spending time with all of them. And I'm not just saying that. Sure, I'm nervous meeting new people. I was nervous meeting his parents. But I feel truly accepted and they're just the sweetest family. From randomly saluting to his dad, to quietly chatting with his mom, to talking about vintage décor with his sister...hanging out with that family just feels so awesome to me. They're just all so...nice! I don't know what else to say!

   Basically, I just admire him and his family very much. They're very welcoming, kind, wonderful people. I need to calm down over here. I'm having too many feelings. I can't wait to see them again within the next couple of days. And I can't wait to give Mr. Tyler a big ol' hug when I see him because I'm very emotional right now...in a good way.

Thank you for bearing with me whilst I talked and talked about my womanly feelings. Ugh I just love him. Do you ever get these weirdly intense, mushy gushy moments?
-Lydia